the only familiarity is the dust resting between and beneath the layers of books,
clothes, pens, bones,
and i cannot make myself write about you
nothing but silence–and maybe a few flames–pours out of my fingertips, and i can’t do this anymore
i think if i ignore it then it can’t hurt me; you can’t hurt me. stop curling inwards. hold yourself together.
there is work to do; more to write about
write. write. write.
i have more words to speak that don’t make sense to anyone but myself
stitching and restiching my lips has become my favorite past time; i have refused even the slightest vibrations to escape my mouth for so long
i no longer remember the sound of my own voice